It’s been awhile.
To be honest, I think I have had a block in figuring out just what to write about recently. I have been all too over-encompassed by all that is “adulthood”. Funny enough, I realized that I could just write about exactly what that is. So here my week goes…
Get up at 7am daily
Hate myself for it
Try working out
Feel pain
Study while exhausted
Realize I can’t afford to go back to physio
Save to pay for cat surgery
Buy groceries to cook real meals
Try yoga
Pass out in yoga
Study while sore and more exhausted
Go to work more so I can afford these things
Cook real meals and fuck it up
Wake up at 6am daily
Hate myself at work for it
Try to workout again
Vet makes mistake
Still pay for cat surgery
Spend any free time healing cat
Cant work out because I am in pain
Consider cutting off limbs
Eat none of my leftovers
Clean apartment
Throw food out
Question my spending
Mess up apartment
Look at food options
Waste time and money
Throw out trash (and more food)
Study more
Hate studying
Work instead of study
Question why I am still not done this course
Journal & plan next week (to be more productive)
Try all over again
**Repeat but a little better this time**
And that’s all you have it folks.
Being an adult really is just a list of to-dos that never get completed, but only get longer and you eventually get more behind, but and somehow feel less accomplished even when you have done more than the average 20-whatever-year-old you’re competing against and realize that you maybe, just might not actually be a fucking adult, and honestly… No way can anyone else be either. It simply does not exist. So let’s all just keep trying and keep pretending! An idea I can get behind! (And probably actually commit to)
Good luck!!!!!!
Neesh Media 