I moved back to BC for a sense of belonging. I felt that this was it. This was what I was missing from my life in Calgary. Knowing all-too-well that I moved away for the purpose of finding myself and my financial prosperity in the making back in 2018.. in 2021, I (for some reason)Continue reading “Home isn’t quite home”
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2022: A Seemingly Bad Start
New year… Still in the middle of a pandemic. Boy. I recall the beginning of 2021. I remember thinking that this thing is nearly over, that the world will soon rebalance. I remember telling myself that by the end of 2021, I will have substantiated my career, I will have sorted out my financials andContinue reading “2022: A Seemingly Bad Start”
Mask on First
Writer’s block. It’s real I tell you. I am currently staring at my laptop keys, wondering how to properly format the words that I’ve been unable to express for months now. All 13 drafts, patiently awaiting for the return of my inspiration. Meanwhile, the only thing I seem to find solace in writing about isContinue reading “Mask on First”
Astrology’s a C**t
Do you ever meet the person that you think you’re supposed to spend the rest of your life with and the moment you realize this, you run? I do. I said that I wouldn’t do it again. I promised myself that I’d stop. But here we are. Mid-panic, about to move to a different cityContinue reading “Astrology’s a C**t”
Holidays.
Thanksgiving. A time to look at your life and give thanks to the things that mean the most to you. My thanksgiving hasn’t always quite been that way. I’ve managed to make it work, I’ve managed to believe that it is a holiday where we give our love, our thanks, our meaning. I’ve managed toContinue reading “Holidays.”
Funny How 20/20 Hindsight Works
Looking back at the life that I once thought was too crazy to survive… I realize that that quote my professor used to chant each and every time I would break down; “This too shall pass” resonated with me far more than I’d realized. Not many years ago (and surely a few times this pastContinue reading “Funny How 20/20 Hindsight Works”
The Eternal Damnation
A letter to my exes. No, not the ones I ran away from. This isn’t a saga. But it IS an entry into my younger life many years ago and into my life recently. That’s right, I am revisiting all of the past “why the hell did it not work” relationships. Why? Because we’re lonelyContinue reading “The Eternal Damnation”
The Heart.
She was unsure. Often. Weary of her own emotion. Uneasy, knowing That the love she began to feel Often meant pain, heartbreak, fear. Afraid to give in, to let go Aware of the potential to show More than she could bare Heart open and raw, a rare Sight for those that know Just how unbreakableContinue reading “The Heart.”
The Butterfly Effect
Today marks the 3rd anniversary of losing one of my dearest friends. Today marks a moment when my life shattered as I knew it… Believing that people struggling with their mental health is always evident and clear. Believing that people need to be pushed away when they’re self-sabotaging in order to sort their conflicts out.Continue reading “The Butterfly Effect”
The “Good” Memories
The things that I remember the most are not the ones that caused the most pain. They are not the ones that broke me. Not the ones that shattered the depths of my soul, that broke my beliefs, dreams, morals. No. Had those memories been the ones that I chose to hold onto, I wouldContinue reading “The “Good” Memories”
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